Scrim - ​a boy whistling in the graveyard

[Intro]
You did good Slick
It's a smash

[Chorus]
Ayy
They say that I died but I ain't seen no light (Ain't seen no light)
All of this darkness, all these demons
Hope these percs gonna get me right (Let's get it)
I keep reachin' my hand out
Hopin' the drank will hold me tight (Hold me tight)
I keep gettin' my heart broke
Hopin' that she gon' love me, sike (Let's go)
Black out on another flight (Let's go, let's go, let's go)
Right back where I started, yeah
Spillin' my heart out on the mic (Let's get it)
I can't figure this out, no
I don't see no end of sight (Okay, okay)
Fillin' my veins up with that shit, took a trip to paradise
They could help me if they wanna, guess I'll go and talk to Christ

[Verse]
Thinkin' about my brother and I'm wondering if he thinking about me
Last time that I seen him, he was dead, since then, I ain't sleep
Is this shit my fault? Did I leave him? What could I done different?
They say that I'm blessed but I'm failin' to see what the gift is (See it)
Ridin' by my lonely, ayy
Thinkin' about my family, ayy
Trippin' about they love, ayy
Don't give a fuck 'bout Grammy's, ayy
Don't give a fuck 'bout money, ayy
Don't give a fuck 'bout bitches, ayy
Don't give a fuck 'bout none of that shit
None of it don't mean shit to me (Let's go, let's go)
Take a look at my history (Let's get it)
Wonderin' why trust hard to find
Blank stares when we face to face
Hard to tell you what's on my mind
I want too, but I can't cry, ayy
Want too, but I can't lie, ayy (I can't)
I just gotta get high, 'cause I'm too busy to die, ayy (Die)
Take a look at what I become, wonderin' was it really worth it (Yeah)
Bro just sent me a text, maybe he's right, maybe I didn't earn it
Tell me what's my purpose and why do I, why do I deserve it? (Why do I?)
Crashin' out the Rolls, show these pussies how to really swerve it (Yeah)
Tell my dad it won't be long 'til I get home, but that's a lie (Sorry)
Feelin' like Wheezy in '07, I'm so high, I feel like dying
Been like twenty years since the last time that I felt alive
Preacher looked me in my eyes, said, "Damn boy, you dead inside" (Okay, okay, okay)